Thursday, July 26, 2007

Today and the talk with dad

After chalet ended on Wednesday afternoon, and I slept my entire afternoon, and night away, I woke up feeling super fresh on this Thursday morning. In fact, i woke up at 10am, and my first tot was: "Hey! thats enough!". Started playing game, and feeling sorry for myself. Luckily chatted with royston and david. And had to plan for instep.

Hey chewsy, if u see this..this is the whole issue tat im having with myself.
1) I want to go visit chewsy in australia in dec.
2) I want to go exchange.

I don't believe I can support myself financially if I want to do both. I mean..I can afford 1 air ticket to australia. But not 2 air ticket in 1 month to some other country. Perhaps I can go Australia for exchange. QUT sounds good. But, no chewsy..damn! why din i get QUT!?!?!?! n why nt melbourne?? I mean..freaking fed up ok! also dun noe how I dun qualify for melbourne. It feels real lousy to see 1 slot remaining for melbourne u. And I was thinkin to myself that perhaps I shld just go hongkong. Its prob the only place I can afford these days (esp with my limits to finances)

so..I jumped at the chance when my dad has a case at harbourfront centre. Woah man..just switched off my computer, run to my room to change, put on my cap and strap my bag, and wheeew we are off to harbourfront. im so glad for the excuse to get out of home. i knew my mom wld b angry if i go out today, since i was out practically everyday after internship ended. hahaz..free ride, excuse to go out, reason to shop. how happy can a day be?! n when i reached, i bought this pair of v nice sandals. hahaz.. price $70, satisfaction $700. i love getting nice shoes. saw lots of fabulous tops, but i decided i have too many new tops, n no new bottoms to match. alas, tats my only purchase today(excluding half a dozen donuts)while waiting 4 dad to finish his case, i stoned at macs, ate a (another) sundae n surf. man. I wonder what im gg to do abt my fone. its really great! can surf net, can check email. but..the speed is horrendous. its like living in stone age. n..i still havent figured how to blog with my fone. wait till i learn to do so.

but..4h at vivocity almost killed me. I have a splinting headache now. but i bet dad has a bigger headache coz his case was quite troublesome n hard to handle. lucky for him..it became a police case, so he dun have to spend tonite typin the report.

n on the way home, (there was a jam), so i broached the topic of gg australia to visit chewsy, n surprisingly, he agreed. but, i told him i'll rethink, coz i was worried abt my finances, and its seriously nt logical tat i go 2 places. n i told im abt exchange too. n i offered to go hk coz im poor. n 2nd surprise of the day, he told me tat there is no point gg to hk. its pointless. hahaz..n he saed australia sounds good. man!! haiz..but then..the 2 of us are poor...n the one holding the purse strings...haiz..its a long story. so end of the day, i might go australia to visit chewsy, but nt as early as i want to...but!!! man..im so lookin fwd to playing tennis with her in australia.

n then, we also talked abt other stuffs..so i complained to him abt my internship, n how i disliked the work, etc. n i told him i want to go police. n..tats when i become a bit disillusionised. he told me i cant survive in police. smth abt my character. haiz...how!? this coming frm him..i think i have to do smth abt my character or else..there is no job in the world tat i can do.

project self-discovery (compliments to dennis) commence...

1 comment:

:: 哭泣的星星 :: said...

Yeah! Project Self-Discovery!

HK or Australia? Coz you're already in HKAC, so you shouldn't go HK! Hehe~ I thought chewsy is there for exchange? Which means that she's coming back in Dec? Hmmmm.. Btw, pls share w everyone about chewsy!! WE WANT TO KNOW MORE! =)

When your dad told you that you can't survive in the police force, i think he meant that the criminal will not be able to survive under you.. LOL! So i think you shouldn't work la, get a rich bf and marry him, then live happily ever after. Remember to send us postcards wherever you fly to, and i'll certainly be v v touched! =)

P.S. Your headache better le? Rest well! =)