cousin asked abt my blog. hence i blog.
life...has been both kind and unkind.
i've been in a darning mood since i got back frm hk. it's not such a great idea to relive happy moments. it just is never really same. this time it isn't. next time it won't. im sure.
i've had enough. 1 thing that exchange taught me - to be true to myself. guess its the family. i just grew up, trying (very hard at times) to please. exchange taught me to display my emotions. i could get quite bitchy, at least that's what fede claims. i was previously rather affected when this guy showed his hatre towards me. never had i tot some1 could dislike me. i was kinda miserable for a while. but 1 day, my train of tots got derailed and..suddenly, it became alright. alright to be disliked. i mean..who cares man! i don't care anymore. and..i just go all out to just be true to myself. life is short. no point forcing myself to spend moments with people i don't like.
as if. darn!
i thank my friends. for being so patient. for enduring my multiple mood swings.
1 comment:
zhen ji!! nice to see a posting from you!!
i'm glad u went for exchange, i'm glad sth changed, i'm glad tt u're e same old brand new you, and i'm glad.. tt u're faithful and true! =)
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